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The post below is from two years ago. I have posted it each year since. The first year, I posted it in a flurry of excitement and happiness. The second year, things were a bit more difficult in my life in some personal areas. This year, as I post it, things are good. But last year was a difficult time. And, for all I know, next year—or even tomorrow may be as well. Life has ups and downs for all of us.

But that is the miracle of Easter, the miracle of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. His Atonement gives hope in the darker times, while grounding and magnify our joy in the good times. Life changes, and fortunes ebb and flow but Christ and His promises to give us beauty out of ashes remain constant And that is worth celebrating. 

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Happy Good Friday! I’ve always loved Good Friday, especially in Tennessee. It’s a peaceful, gentle sort of day. Flowers are blooming, the trees are flowering, birds are singing, and the weather is mild and comfortable. It’s really quite a good holiday.

The great irony, and I am supremely unoriginal in passing this along, is that Good Friday is only good for us because it was so very, very bad for the Savior.   His suffering the night before in the Garden of Gethsemane when he confronted every evil, ugly, and troubling aspect of mortality left him physically and spiritually weakened.  I can’t comprehend the pain that would have killed any of us.  Eventually it left, but it would have also left Him terribly, horribly, painfully exhausted.  I think of busy days when I am tired, how hard it is to get through them, and then I think of him.  Facing his greatest suffering at the time of his weakest physical and spiritual state. Fatigue makes everything seem so much worse.  

And then, to be mocked and beaten and scorned by the very people you were trying to save….

I have a small tradition I do on Good Friday. I note the time at nine-o-clock and then think of Him being nailed to the cross.  I try to watch the clock and notice just how long six hours is and I try to understand the love that drove Him to allow Himself to suffer like this—and the love that drove his Father to allow it as well.

The first Good Friday must have seemed like a living, never-ending hell.

Had it ended there, it would have been tragic and awful.  But Good Friday was merely the prologue.  It set the stage for the astounding miracle of the Resurrection.

The immense suffering and pain were necessary to generate the power behind the tremendous miracle.  

But here’s what I’ve been thinking about. To me, Easter Sunday is the promise of healing and life.  Easter Sunday was the culmination—the Resurrection broke the hold of death and pain and sealed Jesus’s ability to heal us, now and forever.  But, I have to wonder if perhaps His profound suffering on Good Friday produced the empathy and the compassion that motivate Him to heal us.  His triumph on Easter gave Him power, but perhaps His suffering on Good Friday gave Him the motivation to do all He does—and taught him how to nurture and nourish us in our own suffering.

I believe in the miracle of Easter.  It’s not just a myth or a fable.  It is a living reality, a true story—and so is the hero of the story.  My hero.  Jesus Christ.  I know He’s real.  And I know that because in so many ways, inside and out, physically and spiritually, He has healed me.  

I wrote the lyrics to a song in my first book.  I don’t post them thinking I am a great lyricist.  These are simply my personal expression of faith and gratitude—my witness of the reality of Jesus’ love and healing power—even today.  It’s my personal celebration of the miracle of Good Friday and Easter Sunday.

Happy Easter.

“He Healeth Me”

In life He healed the blind man,

His mercy touched the lame.

The leprous and the halt, 

The deaf man and the dumb,

He healed all who came.

In pages of the scriptures, 

Their stories testify 

Of the Master’s love and power,

And sound this joyful cry

He healeth me.

“He healed and blessed so many,

But that was long ago,

Today, I too have sorrow, sicknesses, and sin, 

And wonder where to go.

Why doesn’t He still heal?

Why can I not be whole?

Will he not calm the tempest

That rages in my soul?

In my despair I waver,

My faith begins to shrink

Until from living water,

I humbly start to drink,

And then I see

He healeth me.

Across the years and miles, 

I’ll find Him if I seek,

He’ll take away my burdens,

Give strength where I am weak.

He’ll comfort me in sorrow,

Heal sickness, cleanse my sin.

Now I can testify, 

With all my grateful heart,

He healed me.

He truly healed me.

(copyright, Braden Bell 2010)

 
 
The post below is from last year. I wrote it in much different circumstances. My first book was about to be published, spring had just come (Easter was earlier last year), I was on a high from a successful production, feeling great--the world was my oyster.

This year, things are different. There have been some disappointing set-backs with my next book. I've been involved in some difficult disagreements. The success of the last play has faded and I'm in the stressful part of the next show. My health isn't all I wish it was and I've been ill and in some pain for a while now. Of course, I am very blessed, in absolute as well as relative terms. My point is that I'm not in the same ebullient place as I was when I wrote this piece. 

But that is the miracle of Easter, the miracle of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. His Atonement is there to give hope in the darker times and to ground and magnify our joy in the good times. Life changes, and fortunes ebb and flow but the Christ and His promises to give us beauty out of ashes remain constant And that is worth celebrating. 

Happy Good Friday! I’ve always loved Good Friday, it’s a peaceful, gentle sort of day. Hyacinths and daffodils are blooming, the trees are flowering, birds are singing, and the weather is mild and comfortable. It’s really quite a good holiday.

The great irony, and I am supremely unoriginal in passing this along, is that Good Friday is only good for us because it was so very, very bad for the Savior.   His suffering the night before in the Garden of Gethsemane when he confronted every evil, ugly, and troubling aspect of mortality left him physically and spiritually weakened.  I can’t comprehend the pain that would have killed any of us.  Eventually it left, but it would have also left Him terribly, horribly, painfully exhausted.  I think of busy days when I was tired, how hard it was to get through them, and then I think of him.  Facing his greatest suffering at the time of his weakest physical and spiritual state. Fatigue makes everything seem so much worse. 

And then, to be mocked and beaten and scorned by the very people you were trying to save….

I have a small tradition I do on Good Friday.  I note the time at nine-o-clock and then think of Him being nailed to the cross.  I try to watch the clock and notice just how long six hours is and I try to understand the love that drove Him to allow Himself to suffer like this—and the love that drove his Father to allow it as well.

The first Good Friday must have seemed like a living, neverending hell.

Had it ended there, it would have been tragic and awful.  But Good Friday was merely the prologue.  It set the stage for the astounding miracle of the Resurrection.

The immense suffering and pain were necessary to generate the power behind the tremendous miracle. 

But here’s what I’ve been thinking about. To me, Easter Sunday is the promise of healing and life.  Easter Sunday was the culmination—the Resurrection broke the hold of death and pain and sealed Jesus’ ability to heal us.  But, I have to wonder if perhaps His profound suffering on Good Friday produced the empathy and the compassion that motivate Him to heal us.  His triumph on Easter gave Him power, but perhaps His suffering on Good Friday gave Him the motivation to do all He does—and taught him how to nurture and nourish us in our own suffering.

I believe in the miracle of Easter.  It’s not just a myth or a fable.  It is a living reality, a true story—and so is the hero of the story.  My hero.  Jesus Christ.  I know He’s real.  And I know that because in so many ways, inside and out, physically and spiritually, He has healed me. 

I wrote the lyrics to a song in my book.  I don’t post them thinking I am a great lyricist.  These are simply my personal expression of faith and gratitude—my witness of the reality of Jesus’ love and healing power—even today (you can hear a beautiful singer sing this, incidentally, on my book trailer).  It’s my personal celebration of the miracle of Good Friday and Easter Sunday.

Happy Easter.

“He Healeth Me”

In life He healed the blind man,

His mercy touched the lame.

The leprous and the halt,

The deaf man and the dumb,

He healed all who came.

In pages of the scriptures,

Their stories testify

Of the Master’s love and power,

And sound this joyful cry

He healeth me.

“He healed and blessed so many,

But that was long ago,

Today, I too have sorrow, sicknesses, and sin,

And wonder where to go.

Why doesn’t He still heal?

Why can I not be whole?

Will he not calm the tempest

That rages in my soul?

In my despair I waver,

My faith begins to shrink

Until from living water,

I humbly start to drink,

And then I see

He healeth me.

Across the years and miles,

I’ll find Him if I seek,

He’ll take away my burdens,

Give strength where I am weak.

He’ll comfort me in sorrow,

Heal sickness, cleanse my sin.

Now I can testify,

With all my grateful heart,

He healed me.

He truly healed me.

(copyright, Braden Bell 2010)

 
 
One of the most controversial and contentious doctrines in Christendom has always been the balance between faith and works. Are we saved through the grace of Christ or through our own diligent adherence to God's commandments?

One of the reasons I cherish The Book of Mormon is that it clarifies and expands the teachings of the Bible, particularly on this subject.

I know we aren't supposed to have favorite doctrines and gospel hobby-horses and I try not to, but I have to confess that I love the doctrine of Grace. I treasure this wonderful fruit of the Restoration in my own life.

Because it is something I feel so strongly about, I suppose it makes sense that I see echoes and glimmers in everything I do.

Including last week at school.

Last week, I was required to submit my student's grades for the first interim (which is private-school verbiage for mid-terms). The bulk of the grades I give to my chorus classes are based on their behavior in class. I reason that not all of them can control how well they sing, or how good their voices are--but they can be attentive and engaged in class.
This is surprisingly difficult for some students. They find it almost impossible to a) choose not to sit by their friends and b) not to talk when they are by their friends.


A number of my more outgoing 8th grade students struggled during the first few weeks of school--finding the temptation to socialize overwhelming. And so, they lost point after point, day by day.
When I tallied up their grades, I knew they--and especially their parents--would be unhappy with the grades they had earned. Especially since they are now in the process of applying for high school and getting good grades is of paramount importance.


Their behavior has improved recently, and if I was to do my grades in two more weeks, they would be in much better territory. 


But, alas, grades are due when they are due.


However, because these students had improved--and were getting closer, I decided to make a deal with them.


I told them what they had earned and then explained that I would grade them today based on where they were headed--IF they continued on the same upward trajectory. I warned them that if they regressed, then their final grade would revert accordingly. In very simply terms, isn't that really what the Atonement does for us?


I felt good about doing that. I did have some students who have not made any efforts to improve, and they earned grades that reflect that inertia.


I know it's a small example--a couple of mid-terms grades for a couple of kids. But it made me happy to be able to pass grace and mercy forward a little bit.